okay, i am officially pissed with my blog. its so _, and _, and _. plus _ that it just _, and _, and _, and _! ._. im sorry for being a baby(?) its just that theres nothing to talk about that i can remember, and it pains me. i cant write about my fantasies, it will piss yous off. but i can dont care right? but i didnt, cus i dont want to. besides, im trying to come up with proses from my imagination, but im not in th zone right now. so currently, lets just, hehh, say goodbye.


kala, happy chalet day ystd! :) dont cry, dont worry. i did have fun even though it was like, what, two hours? haha. and yes, thank you. :D for the invitation and all. dont be angry, you have you have fun. if only i stayed, it wouldve been better right? =/ im sorry for not staying. the drive-in-the-cab home was so miserable. :( i missed everyone i just met (j-min xing ying, lip boon, cheong mun, etc.) sigh. end of year, before you leave (ahem) id want another chalet, and its only for the very few of us okay.. so we can enjoy top-notch entertainment without public interference from unknown-unearthly people. :) i love kayyy.

syai, dont worry, nothing will happen. im here, and so is the clique. dont think too much. you know me, i will blurt out any truth that will require your knowledge(?) so chill. its okay, everyone has those days yknow. :D stay strong, thats all im saying. those people, naw, those animals, they dont deserve none any good attention and care from you anymore. so just be it. :DDD

sis, i dont care whether you read this post or not, so long as i clearly define my problems with you that is all im looking for. stop being a bitch. i know ive been what you are before, but im not as merciless as you are. dont you feel the slightest guilt towards mum and dad? hello, you are aliff's ideal idol okay. since he doesnt look up to me anymore, hes looking up on you. make a freaking good example lar, please. put on your cosplay-wear after youve settled your education. stop dreaming and start studying. stop ignoring and start accepting. stop denying and start admitting. you are no longer that little sister ive always (indirectly) dote on anymore. youre just another plain bitch down there on the streets. im not bringing your friends into this cus this aint about them. its about you. start knowing and set your priorities right. family never leaves your top-notch first-hand importance, you understand? i know mum and dad dont understand, but i do, dont i? at least i try. you just never seem to realize it but i hope you do. cus everytime i ask about you, you just dont care and told me to shut up and leave you alone. i did just that, i just waited for something like that to happen to you. now that it has, im happy, and im waiting.


is it me, or is there too much hate in this world?

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