just chilling. you dont have to think so much just to live through the day. i might not be a perfect human, heck im not even a girl in my head, but im always attentive to everyone's needs. i tap into people, but no one believes. but sometimes i guess words + intentions dont do justice. you really need the act to come together.
a blissful day with a blessed girl. people call me "sir" again and again this past three days. i dont know why i actually beamed at that. it's not something to be proud of for any normal kid but hey, who said i was normal?
ive found a new house chores hobby: ironing. ive finally ironed my flannel shirt and god do i look good! so i cleaned up my room a bit and there were pretty pre-meet dramas. sereneth and i forgot our important things and had to turn back and head home for them. why are we so fail, i dont know. but god knows we're just too assaiturd to meet each other after a long time~ ^^

it's nice to finally talk to someone about god, even if it means that i have to consult someone of a different religion. at least we understand that god exist, and His stories are ever so fascinating, it bewilders me as to why im still thinking im all that. -..- chilling and talking and chilling and talking, i think today's been one of the slackest albeit most lethargic day ever since a few weeks ago! im anticipating later, in like, less than 12 hours. it's nice to finally find someone clickable to yourself. it's really, really a blissful feeling.

right now im thinking of ways of how i should not screw up another friend. if it means anything to you, ive had enough of pretentious friends. just sayin'. but i guess in this world, everyone's learning to wear the theatrical mask by the time they've learned how to think logically. so there, the advancement of the world.

im wishing for swings, fields of sanctuary, chicken floss and happiness + calmness. and this girl needs more than just those. she needs pixie dust too! ♥

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